- My new list -

Ok...I have a new list...the Hit List is a joke the NEW list is called: People I genuinely want to see hurt/humiliated/etc. <--- Yeeeah...I sort of need a better name for it (any suggestions?) ^^""""...the Hit List is mostly for friends who've annoyed me so then I need to make more death threats to them and try to annoy the crap out of them more than I normally would C: ^^ the People I genuinely want to see hurt/humiliated/etc. is not so nice. It's for people I really do personally dislike/hate and really want to see them suffer *glares*
Also people that have made my life miserable ^^ theres a special plece for you there as well~

This list is dedicated to someone I met only a week ago. He pissed me off and crossed the line. Now I really want to punch him in the face and break his glasses. THAT would be satisfying. Or at least humiliate him in some way ^^ he's the first on my list but now that I've thought up the list...I'll add some people that I've always kept a grudge against~ there are currently 7 people on it, a majority from primary. 8) F#CK ALL OF YOU!

No I'm not going to name and list them because I'd rather not...got it all in my head :p
Why would I put it out there for the world to see anyway?? THAT would be stupid ^^


~ Note to self: I need to learn not to hold grudges ^^""" ~

- First Week of School -

I think I'm sick. My throat hurts >.<" blehh I think I can tase blood. That can't be good :S

Well one week of school down...9 more to go before the next holidays...=.=" yuck...
*sigh* This week has been..tiring..depressing...dead...wow I sound negative I need to be more optimistic.

Tuesday~Yay seeing friends I haven't seen  in 2 weeks :D Penny came back from China (Y) she got me one of DBSK's Japanese albums...o.o"" I feel like a fangirl now...so ashamed of myself. xD
Cross country...They could have at least given us a llittle bit of warning D: sore afterwards >.<"" legs hurt. Ran with Tina and Shana...finished at the same time (almost, with a second difference) 20:22 [Tina], 20:23 [Me], 20:24 [Shana]. Pretty ok-ish ^^ better than I expected...(maybe because we were the stupid ones who decided to sprint at the end :S) May salughtered everyone though ^^"" I don't even remember how many times she lapped us :S
Hmmm...I went on a rage...I don't know why. I didn't even have a reason to. How embarassing. :S sort of lame LOL. I'm happy to say that even though I made a complete idiot out off my self, I can sort of laugh it off now. I felt sick for half the day =.="" stomach ache...

Wednesday~Still sore from cross country :S I'm so damn unfit D:
Went hyper with Yani in Japanese (Y). Have a sub for English so it was a complete bludge~ Science experiment with balloons xD LOL Physics.
Reeeally tired >.<"" ugh...stupid school. So draining TT________TT bleeh~ Kept feeling like throwing up >.<""

Thursday~ROFL~~!! Theory that the Pans rule hell and will someday rule the World o.o" Ja-PAN, PANgea <--- which means taht they even ruled in pre-historic times o.o""" That was epic ^^ Lucifer's cookies that Wendy is so fond of xD
LOL in Geography :
Mr. Davison: Why do we want to stay friendy with the Chinese?
Someone: Because of the trading, it brings money in for Australia.
Mr. Davison: Good and also you wouldn't want to anger China because they're a large country in comparison to Australia
Yup ^^ China could definantly kick Australia's arse :p ASIANS FTW

I felt really depressed and drained....don't know why...probably something to do with...bleh...I don't even know what to believe anymore. So much internal conflict. I need to learn to relax and trust people. I've also realised that I have really bad trust issues. :S In VD...that conversation...bleh >.<"" it prettymuch reduced me to feeling like crap for the rest of the day...

Friday~Ugh, woke up and my throat hurt >.<""
LOL Christy bringing Daniel Pan's Jacket to school xD OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE FOLDING DISSORDER. She wouldn't stop folding that jacket o.o""" then almost getting hit by a car because she was folding it AGAIN. Felt so heavy today...=.="" bleeeh~

Anyway..it's Saturday and I'm wasting my time writing this blog xD

I have a theory for why I was so pissed off/depressed/dead/etc. I think I was PMS-ing xD yeah ok I blame PMS now xD HAHAHHAHAHHA bout the right time too xD LOL too much info?? ^^""" HAHA I no longer give a shit :p PMS: a woman's excuse for acting like a complete bitch ^^  


Wow...I can't believe I bothered to write that much o.o"" meh, ranting about shit people don't care about anyway?? I think I've found my reason for a blog :D

~ Note to self: Stop being so open...it's creepy...especially where the whole world can see it...on the internet... ~

~ Note to self: Strepsils do jackshit. ~

~ Note to self: Stop wasting time writing an unnesacarily detailed blog about your life...no one really cares. ~

- Holidays are just incredibly boring - Part II -

And what have I done these holidays?? NOTHING!
Well...goodbye holidays, hello term 2 @___@

*sigh* I prettymuch wasted my holidays. I think I was on the comp 90% of the time...mostly doing nothing. ^^"

The only homework I've actually done is practising for my music performance assesment. I can finaly play the whole song ^^ Yay~ Blackbird by the Beatles. I was playing the guitar to the point my fingers actually started hurting (and as a guitarist I should have some sort of immunity to that ^^"") but I am happy that I've done at least something constructive during the holidays...

I still need to do my PDHPE assignment >.<"" at least it's due on thursday ^^""" otherwise I'd be screwed...I need to catch up on a whole chapters worth of maths HW too @__@"" shiiiit...I leave homework to last minute all the time and always regret it >.<" force of habbit maybe? ^^"""
*sigh* Holidays are supposed to be for a break...=.= WHY THE HELL DO WE HAVE HOME WORK~~!!!??

*sigh* GOODBYYEE HOLIDAYYYSS I'LL MISSS YOOUUUUUU~~!!!!!!

- Note to self - Must stop procrastinating @___@" -

- K Outing - 14/4/10 -

Finally bothering to blog that day xD

Wow met so many people @__@" can barely remember everyone's names and faces >.<"" Met up with Shana at her place then walked to Parra station to meet up with Wendu. On the train Wendy wouldn't stop talking about Korean boybands =.= *coughfangirlcough*

Walked to pool where I started sulking because I didn't know anyone even though I was introduced ^^"" stood in a corner for half the time but decided to play anyway :p
I was actually suprisingly better at playing pool than I thought I was (beginner's luck perhaps?) o.o" but Jason ended up beating me anyway =.= EURASIANS FTW~! LOL...
Got bored and decided to stand in a corner again. Robert tried to push me toward a pool table but I elbowed him ^^" SOOOORRRRYYYYYY~! automatic reaction ^^""
LOL Wendy and Celine and their fangirling haha~

After pool went to the food court in china town but didn't want to eat there so I went to maccas with Robert, Cevina, Corinne, Linda, Jason and Jack...(at least I think that's who they were o.o")

On the way to Karaoke...people got distracted by an asian music store...fangirls...I think I was the only girl not sqealing....I feel like such a tomboy. T^T

At karaoke we split into two rooms but most people went into one room which was hot and stuffy and packed full of people wheras the other was cold and only had about 4 people in it LOL. I was going back and forth between them the whole time :S
I hope I made people's ears hurt ^^ *shrugs* almost 3 hours of screaming till my throat died pays off by tourturing people C:

After K we wandered around for a bit...32cm ice cream (Y) I don't think I would've been able to eat one ^^""
Separated from the people who were going somewhere for dinner *shrugs*
Daniel Nip failed the claw machine LOL and Wendy wouldn't STFU! D:<
Robert shouted me easyway YAY~ no easyway for Shana :p failed attempt to death hug Robert AHAHAH.

On the train back Wendy once again ranted about korean boybands *rolls eyes*

*sigh* anyway~ had a headache when I got home >.< awesome day though (Y) ^____^

- Alice in Wonderland - 13/4/10 -

Went to see Alice in Wonderland for my sister's birthday today~ (which was two weeks ago but anyway...) With her friends...who are all in year 7...who are all taller than me...=.= fml...
Not as bad as I thought it would be though :D at least they like me ^^" I'd trade my sister for any of them anytime :D

My favorite character would have to be Alice xD she's awesome~ then maybe the Mad Hatter?? then the Red Queen (Y).

The White Queen pisses me off =.= (N) I just don't like her. Too nice =.= maybe...and also just the image she gives off >.< bleh~
I also dont like that mouse and that prick with the eyepatch and the scar on his face, they annoy me too =.="

I have also realised that I wear black waaay to much...grey too :S rather depressing, haha. :p I prettymuch have a whole drawer in my wardrobe dedicated to black and grey clothes xD (not really but I just have too much LOL)

~ Note to self: Must wear more colourful clothes. ~ LOL

Well...there...I tried blogging =.=" I FAIL <3

- A-chan -

- Holidays are just incredibly BORING -

For almost the whole holidays I have been sitting in front of the computer all day. My braincells dying with every second of it >.< need something better to do...assignmenting?? Ew~ only got the stupid PHP one anyway xD study for science?? Maths HW??

• Not going to school therefore not as much work +
• Doing nothing everyday, all day -
• More free time +
• No motivation whatsoever -

~ Note to self: Must extend this list ~
^ caring more about my blog than my HW (Y)

The only things I've done in the first week of the holidays:

• Hung out at Parra...once =.= with Shany and Trany.
• Suprise party for Rayray~ ("suprisingly" successful :p)
• Easter Show with Grandparents, Aunty, Cousins, Mother and Sister.. <--- My stomach hated me for half the rides I went on. >.<
• Hm...I walked the dogs once xD does that count?? :p
• Oh I also went shopping for my cousin's birthday present LOL, who knew it'd be THAT hard to shop for a 6 year old :S

Yeah...prettymuch...nothing...only done 3 (remotely interesting) things in 1 week >.< other than that...wasted away on the comp >.< or playing on the wii (Y) LOL Hm...I also spend quite a lot of time playing my guitar now~ xD

*sigh* ~ Note to self: Get off my lazy arse and do something :p ~


- A-chan -

- The Point of a Blog? -

What's the point of making a blog? =.=
Just rambling about your day to day life when no one gives a shit anyway? Letting out anger, frustration and emotions by writing and fuming? Just for the sake of it?

I'll never know the true meaning of making a blog because I only made one because I was bored C:
Anyway what is this like my 3rd blog?? xD *sigh*

I can't blog for shit anyway LOL. Never could and I don't think I'll ever be able to xD
Although I should be able to come up with something stupid with that stupid imagination of mine~ 8)

Last time I made a blog it got abandoned :p (hopeless~) hope this one goes a bit better that the last one :p

Anyway....*goes to think of something better to write about* hm...well screw that~ xD

- A-chan -